snippets from my notes app
things that i once wrote down to not forget or finish later but either forgot or didn't finish later
snippets from my notes app 'Eating is one of the best parts of being alive' they said, to which I responded, 'Let’s make a list and see what else is on it.' - Letting my hair dry while on the beach - The sun setting above some water - Holding your hand - • The dog ears don’t bother me. As if to say, perfection is not something I seek, complexity is more interesting. A folded piece of paper. • Fog, again. • You taught me how to be brave in water that isn’t chlorinated • I can still hear the clock ticking away slowly from the living room and the clank of your puzzle piece organizers stacking together. • your garden is still growing and your mail keeps coming. and yet. only the memory of you is here. • An ode to my body that has grown small with grief and puffed out again with love. • the ant that climbed on my leg today has seen a part of the world that I have never seen before. .....at least not in this life. • that was probably the same day that for a few hours, i seriously considered taking up smoking cigarettes. ••••
Cathryn,
These were fun & serious also. A sweet little jumble.
Some of the best advice I got about grieving & loss was:
Don't turn away. Face it. Even embrace it, when you can.
Don't be afraid to feel the pain. Soak it up as best you can, when you can. It demonstrates that we loved, we were loved. That we lost & it hurts like nothing else.
That advice still serves me well. It has been a big part of getting to & 'staying in a right place'.
You have written some really gritty, heart felt posts about loss & grieving. I would never discourage you from writing & posting those thoughts & feelings.
I greatly appreciate you sharing. It has helped me. I am certain it has helped others.
Having said all that... it has also been nice to read some lighter, posts in recent weeks.
Keep up the good work. I fully support you.
I Love You,
Dad
ps also maybe don't smoke cigarettes?...made me laugh out loud
ooooo obsessed with this snippet content thank you for letting us into *the process*